sexta-feira, 18 de junho de 2010

as minhas tarefas solitárias

eu sou solitária. e não da espécie parasita. de uma linhagem outra, da ordem dos acordados, filo sóficos de araque. já entendi tanta coisa, mas nunca entendi bem minha inteligência. sei que sou egocêntrica e tem gente burra que também o é. sei que já tive facilidade para aprender muitas e muitas coisas, mas abandonei as pontas soltas. abandonei as tarefas conjuntas e as motivações. agora empreendo solitariamente algumas antitarefas até que, quem sabe um dia, seja jubilada.
mas não, também o drama eu já quase abandonei. não quero ser jubilada, quero ser reintegrada isso sim. mas mantendo a solitude. os amores raros, os calores quem sabe guardados para as harmonias mais tortas e interessantes. modos, perdi. quero encontrar novos. nesse frio concreto realizar o pretenso vaticínio ali embaixo. a força é o arquétipo do meu nascimento; está suspensa aos pensares e falares, está acumulada do lado esquerdo, até comprimindo os sentires, procuro fogo para derretê-la e quero que ela se esparrame. hoje as minhas tarefas solitárias são pouco túrgidas, são passivas e recalcadas. procura-se um incêndio.

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Rafael de Sá Cavalcanti disse...

É como querer manter a solidão sem ser excluído de todo? Querer participar, mas não integralmente? Sinto isso. Gostei bastante do texto.

m. m. g. disse...

é por aí. só não entendi seu outro comentário. quer dizer que seu ponto de vista sobre a solidão diz respeito a livros? =)

como achou meu blog? sempre fico curiosa.

abraço.

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Sim, por aí. Acho que a coisa que melhor sintetiza solidão é o livro porque o autor precisa dela para escrever, ele transforma a solidão em algo palpável. É na solidão que as pessoas se escutam, analisam o que estão pensando, voltam o foco para uma linha de pensamento, coisa impossível de se fazer quando estamos cercados de pessoas — porque aí temos mil distrações, as pessoas querem que você preste atenção no que elas estão dizendo, querem guiar sua atenção, seu foco.

Ah, descobri seu blog por curiosidade minha: estava no perfil do Facebook do Júlio Lemos, vi que ele comentava alguns posts seus, cliquei pra ver, daí vi o link do blog (por sinal, o outro de fotos também é fascinante!). Enfim, fruto de pura ociosidade, haha :)

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